Should it mean something to me?

So I need your opinion.
How serious should you take your dreams?

For example should I find any significance

in dreams I have about someone who has passed away?
I'm just interested in what you might have to say.
In the meantime here's a great quote for sharing:

"Happiness is only real when shared." -Christopher Johnson McCandless

Love Hollie Katina

Ma muse, ma mélodie, je t'aime.

I've never been one of those people who hates any one genre of music. Don't get me wrong there are tunes that I am not fond of, particularly rap. But even so, there are still some rap songs I will jive to. If someone were to ask me what style of music I prefer, I don't think I would honestly be able to answer. My love for music is not because of who's behind it, it's from what I hear. One must allow the words and especially the melody to enter your soul. There are times that I love the lyrics because of how I can relate and other times when the words make no sense but the melody is utter bliss. I do not play music and though I wish I did I am still an avid music lover. My hope is to one day learn how to play an acoustic guitar; a strum from those strings could make any female melt and feel helpless to whatever its operator's requests might be.

I'm offering a tribute to all the wonderful music that I love. My favorites fluctuate by week and mostly just by my mood. When I'm feeling melancholy I typically tend to lean more towards melody. Rogue Wave-Eyes, The Shins-Black Wave, DC4C-Tiny Vessels, Damien Rice-The Blower's Daughter, Jon Brion-Theme to name a few. When I'm ready to dance and sing along Lady GaGa is a recent favorite. Since I was about thirteen I've been a sucker for Blink 182, they have a special place in my heart and could do no wrong in my eyes. I am very affectionate towards my dinner music-a topic I'll have to touch base on in another blog. I promise.

The best thing about music is the ability it has to take you somewhere extroadinary. We've all experienced the feeling, for me it only lies in certain artists or songs. There are songs that can make me cry or ones that can make me smile and feel warm inside. It's incredible.

I feel priviledged to have such a fine tuned relationship with music. It's one I won't ever give up.

Music: je t'aime. I love you.

Nothin' like bein a kid on Christmas..

I love this time of year, the hustle & bustle and all the warm fuzzies we feel as human beings; but there is always a part of me that feels sad that I'll never be a kid at Christmastime again. I am very thankful that I have wonderful memories from that time in my life, I'm lucky to have such memories to miss. But there really is just nothing like it. I don't know if it was because I was a kid or if it has something to do with Global Warming but I swear we always had a ton of snow when I was little, it never failed to dazzle the streets in white. My mom would always tell me to pick a snowflake and watch it fall to the ground, I still enjoy doing that now. Growing up has a way of sneaking up on you, which at times I really hate, but I am so grateful for my family, their health and well being. I would be lost without them.

I guess I was deserving enough to have the most wonderful parents and siblings to carry me through where and who I am now. I have inherited the most amazing in-laws, I don't even like calling them that. They are my second family of which I've even gained best friends from. It has always been extremely hard for me to move on, but I guess I'm just pointing out that I am so very happy for the blessings I have received in the now and for my future.
Even though I'm an old fogue, soon to be 24 (ugh, that's painful), there are some traditions that I just simply refuse to give up. I have had Christmas music (the very best of Frank Sinatra, Bing Crosby, Gene Autry, The Carpenters, & Dean Martin) constantly blasting through the house since two days before Thanksgiving, the tree and decor was up on Nov. 25, on my list of must watch movies I've crossed off the classic Frosty the Snowman, Home Alone, Charlie Brown Christmas, & the classic Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer-of the ones I have left-A Christmas Vacation, the cartoon How the Grinch Stole Christmas, & Home Alone 2. Last week we went and saw "Nutcracker: Men in Tights" @ the Desert Star and it was incredible, then last night we went to see the lights at temple square (it was beautiful and spiritual despite the crowd) and I'm planning on making the caramel puffpopcorn & a mint & peppermint bark chocolate layer cake! I decided to take off the week inbetween Christmas & New Year's and I'm really looking forward to some downtime and creative time to myself. Jon's birthday is Dec. 26 so we're going down to P.F. Changs, we haven't been there since our honeymoon, so I'm pretty excited.

Well I hadn't written in awhile so I just wanted to post a little update. :)

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone I love!

The Living Dead *Update

So I realized that I missed a zombie movie that I enjoyed even though I didn't think I would. So folks an update for those insane movie brains:

Quarantine-I was afraid this movie would be too shaky because it is filmed by a hand-held camera. I almost get sea-sick when I watch movies like Cloverfield or anything that's sort of jumpy like that, but I am glad that I sucked it up and watched this movie. It was really scary! A zombie must see.

Color

Bits of yellow, bits of green, and speckles of red showing inbetween-fall is in the air and it's perhaps the most beautiful sight I've ever seen!
Fall is a wonderful time of year, a lot of people claim it is their favorite season; I might agree although I've found something in each season that we experience. My favorite part of all of them is the change, you get the feeling of something new yet also something very familiar. I have grown up in Utah all my life so it's for me to notice fall creeping through as early as the end of August. Fall is the most noticable season change and definitely the most beautiful. I love the color, last night I was loading my groceries into the car and i just happened to look up at the mountains and they were burning red. I was taken back by the majesty and beauty of it all. Fall started a little early for us this year because we got our first snow on September 30th, i was a little disappointed to see it come so early but that soon went away and the weather the last few weeks has almost felt like an indian summer, it has just been so beautiful.
Logan Canyon is my favorite ride to take, we use it often going back and forth from the condo in bear lake, we went up there for a fall getaway on October 2nd through the 4th. The trees were so vibrant and beautiful in color, between the snow at the tops of the mountains and the leaves below it was quite a sight to see.



I am thankful for Utah, it's a beautiful place to live.

And that is dying...

Jon's grandfather has been struggling in the hospital for the past 6 weeks. It's unfortunate that the inevitable has sort of been riding on everyone's back. He has made it obvious that he's spoken to past relatives on the other side, and I fear his time is close. I have lost not many, but a few in my 23 years; I have tried my best to be a listener and a comforter throughout this experience for Jon and his family members, especially my mother-in-law and his youngest sister Sarah. My hopes are that they can be comforted during this time, and that whether grandpa Udie makes it out alive or not, death is not final. He has made it very clear that he will be going to a place where he will be extremely loved and greeted by family with open arms. I can only hope that one day when it is my time, that I will be shown the same affection from loved ones that I have lost. Throughout all of this I wanted to share a poem that reminds us that death can be beautiful and it's never goodbye.


I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come to mingle with each other.

Then someone at my side says: 'There, she is gone!''Gone where?' Gone from my sight. That is all.

Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says: 'There, she is gone!' there are other eyes watching her coming, and the other voices ready to take up the glad shout 'Here she comes!' And that is dying.

*To those I have loved and lost, I miss you and I will be happy to be greeted by you again someday*

The Living Dead

So since October is finally here and I'm feeling uber festive I thought I'd talk a little bit about good ol' fashioned zombies. In my teen years I loved scary movies, now that I'm a little older they tend to scare me more. I still watch them, I'll always be a fan-but I'm just a little bit more careful as to which and when I watch. There is one particular scary film genre that I still love and am not afraid to watch, z.o.m.b.i.e. films! No, I'm not talking Rob Zombie, his movies are good-a little off the wall crazy...but no, I am talking about the flesh eating characters who walk around aimlessly looking for their next victim. Since I'm in such a great mood and feel like sharing I've compiled a list of my fav zombie films, and given the holiday we are about to celebrate it might be fun to participate in scary activities.

1. 28 Weeks Later

The first oh, maybe 15 minutes of this film will have you on the edge of your seat crazy. It's very intense.









2. Resident Evil

Not the greatest film ever, and in my opinion they've made way too many but I like Mila Jovovich so I'm gonna throw this on my fav. If you don't mind stepping out of order, Apocalypse is my favorite one.








3. Land of the Dead

Gruesome, typical zombie film.










4. Shaun of the Dead

If you love Simon Pegg like I do, you'll love this film. Nick Frost does a spectacular job, and this film is laugh out loud funny. (I sound like a movie critic don't I? That's because I am one.) It's the perfect comical twist to a world being taken over by zombies.







5. Zombieland

The latest and greatest. Woody Harrelson is hilarious and Jesse Eisenberg is becoming a favorite of mine. This show has a little bit of everything. I could have handled a little more action, but the action it had was incredible. It's really funny; a definite must.

Jackson Hole

This trip was short, but sweet. The best part of it all was that we were able to spend the time with Jon's entire family, minus only one sis. Which if you know Jon's fam, it's a rare occasion that we all get together; let alone on a vacation. Molton Ranch is a beautiful place to stay. I recommend that anyone who wants to travel to Jackson Hole/Yellowstone stay in these cabins-but make sure you plan your reservations a year in advance! The drive up was beautiful, it brought back many memories for me-my G-pa Lambros used to have a cabin in Alpine, WY and I have recollections of many times spent up there with my family as a young girl. The nature and vibe in Jackson Hole is a priceless one. It's a great town and somewhere I wish I could have lived or worked for awhile in my youth. We spent quality time at the cabin, playing games, reading, visiting, eating good food, and taking walks. We took a boat ride across Jenny Lake in Grand Teton National Park, and we also hiked up to Hidden Falls, and back around the lake. It was very, very beautiful. I can't wait to go back.

Our View from the Cabins

Hiking towards Hidden Falls

Jenny Lake

Antler Arch in Jackson

Everyone that went